Chapter 4 #antilovedrug #maryamvalis #psychological The quiet of my apartment surrounded me, a stark contrast to the lively energy of Max's dance studio. Alone, I replayed the moments that stayed with me like an unfinished song—his encouraging words, his warm smile, the way his gaze seemed to see not just the doctor I had become but the woman I had buried beneath years of duty. My heart raced, each beat a rhythm unfamiliar to any dance tune, stirring feelings I wasn't ready t

Chapter 3 #antilovedrug #maryamvalis #romance #ballet Taking a steadying breath, I put on a simple black leotard, pairing it with loose pants and sneakers. I twisted my hair into a bun, with a few stray wisps framing my face. One last glance in the mirror, a shaky inhale, and I braced myself. I wasn't fully ready, but I was as prepared as I could be. It was time to face Max, the studio, and the fears I had carried for too long. The dance studio was quiet as I arrived, its vas

Chapter 2 #antilovedrug #maryamvalis In the sterile, high-stakes world of New York's premier hospital, I was Dr. Margaret Voss, Chief of the Emergency Department. At thirty-six, my compact, rounded frame was often cloaked in a white coat, my hands skillfully handling scalpels and syringes, moving with precision rather than rhythm. The lines etched on my face told the story of countless nights spent navigating hospital corridors and standing vigil by patients' bedsides. In the

Chapter 1 #antilovedrug #maryamvalis #romance As the evening settled in, I headed home tired from work. The heaviness of the day weighed on me, and I could see the faint shimmer of fatigue in my eyes. I moved through the busy crowd at a steady but slower pace than those around me. Even in my exhaustion, I couldn't help but admire the city's charm. The streetlights glowed, leaves rustled, and warm laughter spilled out from cozy eateries. During my walk, I unexpectedly came acr

#author #maryamvalis #antilovedrug #ballet #psychologybook #romancebook #soulsindance "Yes, I agree," I replied. After a brief pause, I added, "to my new role. What will it be?" "I was thinking you’d be a queen," came the response. "Now you’re being ironic," I remarked. "Not at all," he said with unwavering sincerity.

#antilovedrug #author #psychology #romance #novel #soulsindance Signs of the approaching winter were beginning to appear. The vibrant, colorful leaves had fallen, giving way to the subtle transformation of the season. We had a very long walk in the night after the reseal. I asked him whether any ordinary person could succeed in dance, just as I had. He responded with genuine sincerity. "No, of course not. You were special." "In what way?" I asked, curious. "You are incredibly

#antilovedrug #ballet #romance #psychology #soulsindance With Miss Li's words echoing in the studio, Max and I took our positions. An anticipatory silence descended, our shared heartbeat reverberating through the space. Max offered me a reassuring smile, and, in that moment, I felt an unspoken connection, a dance of souls about to commence. As the familiar melody filled the room, he began a breathtaking evolution. Each step, twirl, and leap held a delightful surprise for me.

#antilovedrug #psychology #romance #soulsindance "So, I was just a case study for a shrink all this time?" I said, anger simmering in my voice. "And then you wonder why I struggle to be vulnerable." I took a deep breath. "First, you hid this from me. You presented yourself as a choreographer and dancer. Then, I had this constant feeling that I would end up hurt if I opened up to you. Why did you hide it from me?" "The answer is simple—I mirrored the effort you gave me. Though

Chapter 34 The next few days were a whirlwind of emotions. I typed and retyped the email I was about to send to Max, each word carefully selected, each sentence reflecting the inner turmoil I was experiencing.  "Dear Max," I began, my fingers hovering over the keyboard as I tried to pour my feelings into words. "Firstly, I hope this email finds you well. I trust that you are progressing steadily in your recovery and that being home has brought the comfort and solace you sough